i feel...

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insulted. unhappy. disappointed. guilty. sad. helpless.

grr...

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2 weekdays with 0% school work!

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we went to the beach today! C= wahaha. jewel, bree, carlo, maya, rache, toni, and i took this big break from school dahil sobrang stressed na kami (at dahil walang pasok). pati xempre, we were there to celebrate our bunso jewel's 17th birthday. C=

i learned a lot today. for instance, i learned that you should never leave your digicam with another person kapag may secret photos ka dun. ngek ngek ngek. =P

i could say that today was a happy day. actually, kahapon pa ako happy. hehehe. i accomplished a lot kahapon. i was able to pay the bills (DLPC and pag-ibig), have my eyes checked, buy new glasses, meet with girl friends, bond with a close friend. ang saya pa talaga kasi di ako humingi ng money para pambili ng glasses ko. wiheee. C= hmm. thank you kay carlo sa pagsama sa akin sa mga lakad ko kahapon. C=

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random thoughts:

• may people pa rin talaga na mag love sa 'yo noh kahit gaano ka ka-buang...? hehehe... C=
• ang ganda ng new pair of eyeglasses ko!
• it's never too late to change.
• thank God for people who care enough to tell you that what you are doing is wrong.
• thank God for everlasting friends. <3>
• (the last and the only negative one): jealousy is a b*tch.

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photos taken today:

happy happy happy birthday!

nahappy ako dito sa "sha"... hehe... hindi ako ang gumawa nyan...

bunso namin! bday girl!

happy people

ako nag-take nito kaya wala ako. hehehe ganda pagkakuha noh?

ako rin nag-take nito. hehe i like this pic.

nandirito kami ang barkada mong tunay aawit sa 'yo... happy birthday! C=

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pusang gala (expression of the day)

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four people have a theory about why somebody left.
are they correct?
i guess they will never find out.

the important part: the "leaving" gave way for something better to happen.
hmm... did it really?
i hope it did.
[you] prove to me that it did. C=

here i am again, writing about stuff that other people do not understand...

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don't count the chicks before they hatch. even when they are already about to hatch, don't. x_x

related ang quote na yan sa aking buhay. naks. kung magpipilosopo ako, masasabi kong related yan sa aming embryology na subject.

embryology. embryology.

excellent reporting + failing exam marks = my standing in embryology.

actually, naghihingalo ang grades ko sa dalawang major ko--taxo[nomy] at embryo[logy]. naaawa na ako sa mga grado ko. pero ano ang magagawa ko? nag-aaral naman ako. mas grabe nga ako mag-aral ngayong sem kung ikukumpara sa 1st at 2nd sem noong 1st year ako. pero bakit ganito?

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alam ko far out ito, pero palagi namang hindi connected ang mga pinopost ko dito eh...
sometimes, a hug is all we need to brighten up our day. C=

wiheee! >:D<

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*balik sa pag-aaral. tapos na ang intermission.*
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two words: i do

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facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
i thank God for yesterdays...
how they led me to this very hour,
how they led me to this place.

every touch, every smile
you have given me in care.
keep in heart, always i'll
now be treasuring everywhere.
and if life should come to just one question:
do i hold this moment true?
no trace of sadness,
always with gladness,
I DO.
-two words by lea salonga
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shawie is...

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thanks to the people who make me happy.
i hope i make you happy, too. <3
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yellow!

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today...
...i learned a lot from my political science and theology classes.
...b1 and b2 talked about their misunderstanding/conflict/whatever. b1 got to explain properly why she got hurt and vise versa.
...i received yellow roses. wiheee. that was my first time to receive yellow roses in my entire life. thanks, carl! ☺


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the inspired one updates

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every time you go away, you take a piece of me with you...
-every time you go away by paul young

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today was like a holiday for addu bio 2 students. there was no 4.5-hour taxonomy class! BLESSING yun, sobra. to think that we were supposed to have a lab exam today. ang saya talaga.

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i have 3 different meetings to attend tomorrow. all 3 of them start at 3:40PM. kumusta na man yun?

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we bought new kitchen appliances for the house. woohooo! for some reason, it made me really happy. ☺



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bought sims 2 collection again today. the cds i bought at eastwood last january didn't work and i can't have them exchanged. heck, it's too far away... and i mean too far. hahaha. makaka-build na naman ako ng mga bahay! yehey! haven't done that since our family PC was reformatted many months ago.

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today was a VERY HAPPY day. ♥
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God won't give us a task we are not capable of doing

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God placed a very large rock in front of me and said, "push it."
i pushed it but it didn't move.
everyday, i tried to move the rock but it never moved a single inch.
then came the day when i got fed up.
i said to God, "why did You give me this rock to move? You know i don't have the strength to do that!"
He replied, "i didn't tell you to move it. i only told you to push."

can't remember where i heard this from.

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btw, if you haven't seen the interview with God yet, →click this link← and view the presentation.
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happYness

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lovin' it. got it from →this site←.

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i'm worried.

i just want to be truly happy.

i wish to be free from anxiety.

Lord help.

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got interviewed today for peer counseling. hope i'll be accepted.

my friend had her bag stolen inside ateneo. she lost her n70, another phone, her wallet, and her ipod. i know how it feels to lose an n70--it is depressing. to think that her camphone wasn't the only thing that got stolen, she must be devastated. hope she'll be OK.

suprise long test in plant taxonomy yesterday. i can imagine my prof still feeling proud of herself for making us suffer. good luck na lang sa grado ko.

might apply for red cross. pero that would mean having lots of activities to attend and responsibilities to handle since i am already part of a couple other organizations. hmm. being busy makes me happy, so lemme see...

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IS HAPPINESS REALLY A CHOICE?
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one helluva week

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i've got too much to say but too little time. i spent most of the day in bed because of an asthma attack and aching legs.

see, yesterday, i had volleyball class in the afternoon then attended kay's glamrock debut at night. nakakapagod pero SOBRANG saya. all caps yan ha.

and so, because i don't have much time, i'll just post photos of stuff that happened this week. i took 190 photos yesterday, excluding pa those that i deleted. wahaha.

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part 1: the love of volleyball

surprisingly (and thankfully), even though i've never really played volleyball in my entire life, i'm doing well in PE 3 (volleyball).

poor arm

this one's from maya's phone

what i ate after PE class... yumm!

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part 2: the love of ice cream

carlo and i consumed a half gallon of our favorite flavor of ice cream, cookies and cream (overload), in just 30 minutes. wahaha. we took a photo every five minutes:



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part 3: the love of embryology

we used sea urchins in one of our lab activities. love ko ang embryology.



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part 4: kay's debut

the glamrock party was one of a kind. and i really saw kay bloom! girly na siya! i was one of the 18 divas (candles). pati, romina and i had an impromptu song number. we sang till they take my heart away.

six hours of staying at the party meant i had to wear my 3-inch pencil heels for more than 6 hours. my legs didn't hurt that much until i woke up this morning. ouch kaayo. hahaha. there was a lot of, uhm, dancing during the party. there was so much picture taking, too. the ride home was fun. miguel, carlo, rachelle, and i stayed at the back of jewel's pick-up truck. haven't done that in a long time.

HAPPY, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, KAY!!! your debut was a blast!




these next two photos are my favorites. they are from maya's phone. i love 'em. ♥ thanks to tarmi for taking the pictures.


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