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i am bored and hurt and very sad and deeply sorry and missing somebody and worried and feeling guilty.
sheeeeeeeeeesh.
add to that my allergy attack and the tons of schoolwork i must finish today (a rest day) and tomorrow (a holiday).
i just want to sleeeeep and wake up into a BEAUTIFUL and CAREFREE day.
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i got bored with the old one. so here's another template, though it's also custom. i won't even change the color scheme. html makes my head hurt. i am not pro in html and am not planning to become so. simple as it may be, i still love my blog design. heck, i'd probably love anything that's pink. and yes, in many instances, simplicity is beauty.
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everything happens for a reason. sometimes, things fall apart just so other things can fall into place. but in the end, what's meant to be will find its way.
-a text message i received from ate rhea today
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i see trees of green, red roses too
i see them bloom for me and you
and i think to myself, what a wonderful world.
i see skies of blue and clouds of white
the bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
and i think to myself, what a wonderful world.
the colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people going by
i see friends shaking hands, saying how do you do
they're really saying i love you.
i hear babies crying, i watch them grow
they'll learn much more than i'll never know
and i think to myself, what a wonderful world
yes i think to myself, what a wonderful world.
-what a wonderful world by louis armstrong
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what a wonderful world this is! shet. hahaha. ang sayaaaaaaaaaaaaa ng buhay. C= nalulunod na ako sa love. mabu, nalulunod na talaga ako. ♥
sobrang na-feel ko ang love today, especially kay carlo pati sa mom ko. ang sarap ng feeling na alam mong may naga-care sa iyo. pati xempre, ang sarap ding mag-care para sa kanila. wiheee. grabe bonding namin ni carlo sa mall this afternoon tapos si mommy na naman ka-bond ko sa house pagka-night. maka-happy lang talaga to be with the people you love. C=
another thing na maka-happy is the ateneo fiesta. wahaha, saba kaayo ang students ganina. sakit kaayo sa eardrums pero lipay kaayo ui. ma-feel jud nimo ang energy rush. intense. nyahaha.
plus may isa pang naka-pahappy sa akin today. rush hour 3. grabe tawa namin. hahaha. twice talaga namin pinanood sa theatre. tapos nung second time, tawa pa rin kami. lingaw kaayo. wiheee. happy.
plus... meron pa talagang ibang reason. i lost weight! hahaha. konte lang naman. hindi ko masasabing payat na ako. pero pumayat ako. wiheee. nakaka-inspire to lose more weight. pero sige lang. kontrolado ko na itong diet program ko this time. i won't starve myself.
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so yun... gusto ko lang i-share ang happiness ko sa world. wiheee. C=
HAPPY, SHALALALA! ♥
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what's happening to the world? everybody's working so hard in school! waah! feel ko ako na lang ang natitirang tamad na nilalang sa mundong ito. syet.
am i normal? hahaha. di ko talaga alam kung bakit tamad ako. shucks. kinahanglan na jud nako magbinugas! nagatuon man ko ba pero dili jud as in kanang todo. gina-make sure nako nga naa pa koy panahon para sa ubang butang. dili lang baya academics ang akoang gina-prioritize.
inya ki din aya! injak matarusan ti sarilik. nagpudot ti ulok tono eskwela ti pagstoryaan.
hehehe. naghihingalo na ang aking ilocano tongue.
the point is... sobrang restless ako. at sobrang tamad ako. at sobrang nagwo-worry ako kasi parang lahat ng tao sa paligid ko eh nag-aaral palagi. ako, minsan lang. x_x peste. kelangan ko na talagang mag-aral. huhu...
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i was going through my first year second sem diary a while ago and read my entries dated february 12 and 21. for some weird reason, reading them and remembering how i felt on those days made me want to cry. kahilakon ko karon, actually. i'm very happy but kinda worried at the same time. happy ko kay ma-connect man gud nako ang mga events katong time na to ug karon. nya it's difficult to believe that many of my wishes have come true. naks. love jud ko ni God. hihi. salamat kaayo, as in. C=
ask and you shall receive;
seek and you shall find;
knock and the door shall be opened to you.
-matthew 7:7
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belated happy birthday to my lolo. C=
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whew! last night was a rough one. after a few days of EXTREME happiness, a problem arose and i was in the middle of everything. i am in the middle of everything.
surprisingly, i am not depressed. this is probably because i know i can function a lot better if i stay strong. thank God, i am doing fine. honestly, i was on the brink of breaking down last night when i was talking to three people at the same time, trying to figure out what to say to each. shet, ang hirap nun. i survived. we survived. we will survive. naks! hihihi.
i have a weird new way of coping with issues such as this one. i study. hahaha. mag-aaral na ako ng embryology in a little while. yahoo! after i read one chapter of my book, it would be one problem down for me.
so basically, thankful lang talaga ako kay God for giving us strength in dealing with this crisis. pray lang talaga ako for guidance.
i love you, friends!
labu, mabu!
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i don't feel like updating my blog... i'm too happy... hahaha. basta. i just have to change my latest entry.
I'M SOOO HHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYY!!! ♥
yun lang. hihi.
sana happy rin kayo! C=
