Wednesday, June 6, 2007

change




this is what six years did to my physical attributes. hehehe. i don't think i changed much physically. i mean, i just grew a bit taller and i gained some weight. other than that, my face matured just a little (i hope!) and that white blouse still fits me (yehey!). hehehe.

o davah? may intro pa ang aking entry about change.

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change increases the anxiety in my system. it usually forces me to go out of my well-established comfort zone and i hate it.

but i know i have to accept change. i have heard this line a million times but the truth to it never faded away: change is the only constant thing in this world. so i guess i'd have to live with change. change sucks but it also adds flavor to life. wouldn't the world be too boring if change doesn't exist? would there even be a world if there was no change? hmm.

i should really learn how to embrace changes in my life. mapag-iiwanan na ako ng panahon nito, pare. hahaha. the problem with me is that i sometimes become too attached with some things or people to the point that letting them go leaves me devastated. doon naman nagkakaroon ng problema eh, when you lose something. gaining stuff is easy to deal with... like meeting new friends, having a new suitor, gaining money, enrolling into a new subject, having a new school, etc. goodbyes are the ones difficult to deal with... like letting go of a person or thing who/that meant so much to you.

wala lang.
i just think i have to be prepared. i'll be saying hello to the real world soon eh. i dunno... something tells me things are going to be different once i'm 18 na.
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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

change really is a constant thing. but don't look at it as a bad thing. without change, there'd be no tears, no laughter, no smirks, no sheepish grins, nothing. without change, there'd still be 0 "love letters" for you, there wouldn't even be a shawie blog to begin with.

so embrace change. embrace the good and bad stuff it brings you. that's called living. when you're through with changing, you're just through period.

reminds me of a quote i once read. a rather sarcastic approach to change's inevitability:

"It is not necessary to change. Survival isn't mandatory."


wuhoo! just my two cents. good evening sha.ü

shawie said...

first of all: myged! ang saya dahil may nag-comment nang maayoooos. C=

hehe hello mon.

funny yung quote mo! nyahaha. makes sense.

hmm. since medyo pareho tayo ng issues about change, let's remind each other na lang about sa mga echus ng change and why we should embrace it. i dunno with you, pero ako, i forget. =P that's what friends are for diba? naks! C=